delivered the opinion of the court:
Ezekiel Phillips was charged with attempted first degree murder, armed violence, and aggravated battery. This was not the first time the defendant had been charged with armed violence and aggravated battery. He had been convicted of those offenses on earlier occasions. Before and during his jury trial, he moved to bar use of the prior convictions to attack his believability when he testified. The trial *949court refused to rule, saying it wanted to hear the defendant’s direct examination before deciding. The defendant did not testify.
The question before us is whether the trial court abused its discretion when it refused to rule and, if so, whether the error will affect the defendant’s convictions for armed violence and aggravated battery.
For reasons that follow, we hold the trial court abused its discretion when it refused to rule on the defendant’s motion, but that the great weight of authority compels us to decline to consider whether the error supports a change in outcome. We affirm the defendant’s convictions; we vacate his sentences and remand the cause for a new sentencing hearing.
FACTS
We briefly summarize the state of the record at the point where the defense again moved to bar use of defendant’s prior convictions.
At trial, the State presented evidence that on June 26, 2000, the defendant stabbed Daryl Willis. Willis testified that defendant approached him outside a liquor store near Roosevelt Road and Loomis Street in Chicago. Defendant told Willis he did not appreciate how Willis had disrespected him the other day. Defendant said, “This is what I do to tough niggers,” and stabbed Willis in the stomach. While Willis was on his back, defendant attempted to stab him again and cut Willis’s leg. According to Willis, defendant grabbed Willis’s head and put a knife under his throat. A woman grabbed the defendant’s hand and begged him not to kill Willis. Defendant then left the scene. Laboratory and medical reports showed Willis was heavily intoxicated when he was treated for stab wounds.
In his opening statement, defense counsel told the jury the evidence would show defendant was acting in self-defense because Willis hit the defendant with a two-by-four. Defense witness Cynthia Traylor testified that prior to the confrontation, Willis was intoxicated and acting very violently. She heard Willis tell defendant to “suck [his] French Dick” and saw Willis pick up a two-by-four and swing it at the defendant. He struck defendant with the two-by-four. She then saw defendant stab Willis.
Witness Bridget Godfrey said she saw defendant and Willis arguing loudly on the sidewalk. The defendant told Willis to go away and said he did not want to argue. Willis then picked up a two-by-four and began swinging it at defendant. Godfrey said defendant was struck more than once by the two-by-four. The next thing she saw was Willis falling to the sidewalk. She did not see the defendant holding a knife.
After its eyewitness testimony, the defense renewed its motion in limine and asked the court to determine whether defendant’s prior *950convictions would be admissible if he were to testify. The prior convictions were for armed violence, aggravated battery, domestic battery, and manufacture or delivery of a controlled substance. The court said one conviction, domestic battery, would not come in because it was older than 10 years. As to the remaining convictions, the judge said:
“The other three convictions I was told about were three felony convictions and they are all within ten years of today, given the length of the sentences of those two previous cases, so they do meet the first two prongs. The third prong is whether the court must conduct an analysis as to whether or not this evidence of the prior convictions which would only be contracted [szc] as to the defendant’s credibility is more probative than prejudicial, and it is my feeling that in order to conduct such an analysis I would have to hear all the evidence in the case, and until I have heard the defendant testify I can’t determine whether it’s more probative than prejudicial. For that reason I would rule; but to rule now would be premature, which is this court’s opinion, which I know the defense disagrees with.”
The defendant then chose not to testify. The jury returned a verdict of not guilty of attempted first degree murder, but guilty of armed violence and aggravated battery. The trial court denied defendant’s motion for a new trial and sentenced the defendant to life imprisonment for the armed violence conviction and five years’ imprisonment for each of the aggravated battery convictions, to merge and run concurrently. The defendant was absent at the time the jury returned its verdict and during the sentencing hearing. There is nothing in the record to indicate the trial court admonished defendant that he could be sentenced in absentia.
DECISION
I. Refusal to Rule
In People v. Montgomery, 47 Ill. 2d 510, 519, 268 N.E.2d 695 (1971), the court adopted the 1971 proposed draft of Federal Rule of Evidence 609. In Illinois, with age limitations inapplicable to this case, a prior conviction may be used to impeach a defendant where: (1) the prior conviction was for a crime punishable by death or imprisonment in excess of one year, or a crime involving dishonesty or false statement; and (2) the danger of unfair prejudice does not substantially outweigh the probative value of the conviction. Montgomery, 47 Ill. 2d at 516; People v. Cox, 195 Ill. 2d 378, 383, 748 N.E.2d 166 (2001). In performing the balancing test, courts consider:
“ ‘ “the nature of the prior crimes, *** the length of the criminal *951record, the age and circumstances of the defendant, and, above all, the extent to which it is more important to the search for truth in a particular case for the jury to hear the defendant’s story than to know of a prior conviction. ***” [Citation.]’ ” Montgomery, 47 Ill. 2d at 518, quoting 51 F.R.D. 393 (see Fed. R. Evid. 609, Advisory Committee’s Note).
The trial court uses its discretion when conducting the balancing test to determine whether a witness’s prior conviction is admissible for impeachment. Cox, 195 Ill. 2d at 383. Convictions for the same violent crime defendant is on trial for should be admitted “sparingly.” People v. Williams, 161 Ill. 2d 1, 38, 641 N.E.2d 296 (1994). Failure to conduct a “meaningful” balancing test violates Montgomery. People v. McGee, 286 Ill. App. 3d 786, 793, 676 N.E.2d 1341 (1997).
We do not reach the question of whether defendant’s prior convictions could be used to attack his character for truth-telling. Nor are we called on to decide whether the defendant’s failure to testify waives review of a trial court’s decision to allow use of the defendant’s prior convictions to attack his believability See Luce v. United States, 469 U.S. 38, 83 L. Ed. 2d 443, 105 S. Ct. 460 (1984); People v. Steward, 295 Ill. App. 3d 735, 748-49, 693 N.E.2d 436 (1998). Those are not matters for this appeal. The only issues before us are whether the trial court’s refusal to rule until it heard the defendant’s direct examination was an abuse of discretion, and, if it was, how do we determine what to do about it when he does not testify?
While a criminal defendant’s trial lawyer has the right to make ultimate decisions about matters of tactics and strategy, the decision about whether to testify “ultimately belong[s] to the defendant,” not his lawyer. People v. Medina, 221 Ill. 2d 394, 403, 851 N.E.2d 1220 (2006). The defendant’s right to testify “is fundamental,” not a matter of strategy or tactical decision best left to trial counsel. Steward, 295 Ill. App. 3d at 743; People v. Daniels, 230 Ill. App. 3d 527, 535, 595 N.E.2d 83 (1992). The defendant’s right to testify is grounded in the fifth and sixth amendments to the United States Constitution. Rock v. Arkansas, 483 U.S. 44, 52-54, 97 L. Ed. 2d 37, 46-48, 107 S. Ct. 2704, 2709-11 (1987).
It necessarily follows that a decision of such grave import should be made intelligently, based on relevant and available information. See United States v. Oakes, 565 F.2d 170, 171 (1st Cir. 1977). In this case, potential use of the defendant’s prior convictions, violent in nature and identical to the charges against him, had to be a factor that would weigh heavily on the decision to testify.
When the prior convictions are similar to or identical with the charges at trial, the risk of unfair prejudice weighs heavily. Williams, *952161 Ill. 2d at 37-38; see R. Wissler & M. Saks, On the Inefficacy of Limiting Instructions, 9 Law & Hum. Behav. 37, 37-48 (1985). That is, the defendant in this case faced the kind of unfair prejudice that “speaks to the capacity of some concededly relevant evidence to lure the factfinder into declaring guilt on a ground different from proof specific to the offense charged.” Old Chief v. United States, 519 U.S. 172, 180, 136 L. Ed. 2d 574, 588, 117 S. Ct. 644, 650 (1997). The risk, obviously recognized by the defendant’s lawyer, is that the jury would use the prior convictions as proof of the defendant’s violent character, an improper purpose. By taking the stand, this defendant would have been engaging in a high-stakes gamble.
By the time defense counsel renewed his motion to bar the prior convictions, the issues to be decided by the jury were clearly drawn. The court had heard opening statements, cross-examination of the State’s witnesses, and the testimony of two defense eyewitnesses. There was no question about it: the defendant was not denying he stabbed Willis; he was claiming he acted in self-defense because an intoxicated man was striking him with a two-by-four. The court eventually held the evidence without defendant’s testimony was sufficient to support self-defense instructions.
We cannot fathom what more the judge needed in order to conduct the balancing test and rule on the admissibility of the prior convictions. The defendant was deprived of the information he needed to make an informed and intelligent decision about whether to testify. Few defense attorneys on the plus side of Strickland would advise a client to testify without knowing whether prior convictions for violent crimes identical to the charges in the case would be allowed to attack the defendant’s character for truthfulness. See Strickland v. Washington, 466 U.S. 668, 80 L. Ed. 2d 674, 104 S. Ct. 2052 (1984). The defendant’s state of mind was a material issue for his affirmative defense of self-defense. People v. Parker, 194 Ill. App. 3d 1048, 1058, 551 N.E.2d 1012 (1990). Only the defendant could provide direct evidence of his reasons for stabbing Willis. Montgomery’s exhortation to trial judges to consider “ ‘ “above all, the extent to which it is more important to the search for truth in a particular case for the jury to hear the defendant’s story than to know of a prior conviction,” ’ ” went unheeded. Montgomery, 47 Ill. 2d at 518, quoting 51 F.R.D. 393 (see Fed. R. Evid. 609, Advisory Committee’s Note). We find the trial court abused its discretion when it refused to rule without first hearing the defendant’s direct examination.
Our decision is based on the particular facts of this case. We do not suggest a per se rule. There may be times when a trial court cannot effectively conduct the Montgomery balancing test without hearing *953the defendant’s direct testimony, although it is difficult to envision that happening with any frequency. In most cases, as was true in this case, the judge will have heard enough or been told enough to find the issue ripe for decision.
Once having found the trial court abused its discretion by refusing to rule, we should determine our next step. But the great weight of authority in this state requires us to say there is no next step. At least, not one that can be taken without engaging in speculation and guesswork.
Our supreme court has never addressed the question of how to proceed on review when the trial court refuses to rule on admissibility of prior convictions and the defendant then declines to testify. But our appellate courts have. Six times. On each of those six occasions the court has held the defendant’s failure to testify eliminates the trial court’s refusal to rule as a reviewable issue. Those cases are:
(1) People v. Ballard, 346 Ill. App. 3d 532, 543, 805 N.E.2d 656 (2004) (the harm caused by refusal to rule is speculative);
(2) People v. Owen, 299 Ill. App. 3d 818, 824-25, 701 N.E.2d 1174 (1998) (court’s refusal to rule becomes an issue only after defendant has testified and State seeks to offer his prior convictions for impeachment purposes);
(3) People v. Mims, 204 Ill. App. 3d 87, 96, 561 N.E.2d 1101 (1990) (defendant’s failure to testify makes the no-ruling issue “academic”);
(4) People v. Rose, 75 Ill. App. 3d 45, 53, 393 N.E.2d 698 (1979) (“the trial court was not required to rule on the motion until defendant testified”);
(5) People v. Hunter, 61 Ill. App. 3d 588, 597-98, 376 N.E.2d 1065 (1978) (the court may withhold its ruling on admissibility of defendant’s prior convictions until after the defendant has testified); and
(6) People v. Barksdale, 24 Ill. App. 3d 489, 496, 321 N.E.2d 489 (1974) (the trial court should have discretion to withhold ruling on motion to bar prior convictions until the defendant has testified).
The federal courts, too, have adhered to the notion that a refusal to rule on admissibility of prior convictions until the defendant testifies is within the trial court’s discretion and nonreviewable on appeal when the defendant does not testify. See United States v. Martinez, 76 F.3d 1145, 1151-52 (10th Cir. 1996); United States v. Doyle, 771 F.2d 250, 254-55 (7th Cir. 1985).
Some courts in other states have expressed a strong preference for trial court rulings on prior conviction use before the defendant decides whether to take the stand. See Settles v. State, 584 So. 2d 1260, 1263-64 (Miss. 1991); Apodaca v. People, 712 P.2d 467, 473-74 (Colo. *9541986); State v. McClure, 298 Or. 336, 341-42, 692 P.2d 579, 583-84 (1984); State v. Porter, 36 Wash. App. 451, 452-53, 674 P.2d 694, 695 (1984); State v. Ritchie, 144 Vt. 121, 122-23, 473 A.2d 1164, 1165 (1984); People v. Sangster, 123 Mich. App. 101, 106-07, 333 N.W.2d 180, 183 (1983); and People v. Sandoval, 34 N.Y.2d 371, 375, 314 N.E.2d 413, 416-17, 357 N.Y.S.2d 849, 854 (1974).
At times, a court, when declining to review a trial judge’s nonruling where the defendant does not testify, will express disapproval of the failure to rule. While the court in Ballard, 346 Ill. App. 3d at 544-45, found the refusal to rule was not error, it questioned that refusal:
“What more did the trial court need to know, particularly after defense witnesses testified? *** We conclude the court should have ruled and then defendant could meaningfully consider whether to exercise his right to testify.”
Still, encumbered as we are by precedent in this state, we decline to further review the trial court’s erroneous refusal to rule on defendant’s motion to bar use of his prior convictions until he testified on direct examination. See People v. Sharpe, 216 Ill. 2d 481, 519-20, 839 N.E.2d 492 (2005), quoting Vitro v. Mihelcic, 209 Ill. 2d 76, 81-82 (2004) (“ ‘The doctrine of stare decisis “expresses the policy of the courts to stand by precedents and not to disturb settled points” [Citation.]’ ”). Since this is the only issue the defendant raises to attack his convictions, we affirm the convictions and move on to other issues in this appeal.
II. Sentencing Hearing
Defendant contends the trial court erred in sentencing him in absentia after failing to admonish him of that possibility. Section 113— 4(e) of the Code of Criminal Frocedure of 1963 requires the trial court to admonish the defendant of the possibility of trial and sentencing in absentia, even in the case of a defendant who flees before trial. 725 ILCS 5/113 — 4(e) (West 2002); People v. Partee, 125 Ill. 2d 24, 40, 530 N.E.2d 460 (1988); People v. Thomas, 216 Ill. App. 3d 405, 408, 576 N.E.2d 352 (1991). In the absence of an admonishment, sentencing in absentia constitutes error. Thomas, 216 Ill. App. 3d at 408.
The record does not reflect that a section 113 — 4(e) admonition was given to the defendant. We vacate defendant’s sentences and remand the cause for a new sentencing hearing.
III. Mittimus
Defendant contends, and the State agrees, the mittimus is incorrect because it states defendant was convicted of three separate counts of aggravated battery. At sentencing, the trial court ordered the *955three aggravated battery sentences to merge and to run concurrently with the natural life sentence. The mittimus also reflects incorrectly that defendant was convicted of unlawful use of a weapon by a felon. Because we are vacating defendant’s sentences and remanding for a new sentencing hearing, there is no need for us to correct the mittimus. It should be corrected in the trial court.
CONCLUSION
We affirm the defendant’s convictions. We vacate defendant’s sentences and remand for a new sentencing hearing.
Affirmed and remanded for resentencing.
SOUTH, J., concurs.